Desiring to be free of care&upkeep on the deck, we got a bid on a patio instead. Even with Gary doing all the work to dismantle the deck, the bid was eye-popping. So it's time to wash and seal the deck. The weather has not been cooperating: too much rain. Because we must utilize the days when there's no rain forecast, Gary finally consented to allow me to do some of the painting. He is building the deck's fence on his own, though.
Because both our workplaces were closed for Labor Day, we took the opportunity to visit our parents. Drove there one day, visited his dad, drove to my mom's, visited there, and returned the next day.
This week was also our chance to use free tickets to see a Cardinals/Brewers game. I couldn't deny my Cardinal fan the chance to attend the game. We only stayed for part of it, though. I am pokey. And Gary didn't want me getting run over as people exited at the end of the game.
Choir started again this week.
We've been trying to reestablish school routine for Maggie, including her return to Curves. (I'm not ready for that yet.)
Abundant rains have meant more lawn-mowing than usual. Gary has not allowed me to help with that yet.
This weekend we are attending an "ends-in-zero" birthday party of a dear friend. While in that part of town, we will finally (after 3 months!) get the chance to see Rachel and Matt's apartment.
Our plumbing/septic failed. Plumber was here and could not fix the problem. We can take water in, but it has to be carried out of the house. No toilets. The plumber said we wouldn't have to go to a hotel -- implying that any sane person would. I hope this can be repaired Monday ... and not Friday or the following week or whatever. When the repairs are done, that's when we get to clean up sewer-water and sanitize toys and floors and walls and bathtub and shower. Ick.
And next week I extend my "mini-days" (4-hour shifts) at work to "shortened days" (that is, 7-hour shifts).
I was supposed to talk to the library's volunteer coordinator next week about setting up some opportunities for Maggie. Lack of plumbing, though, puts volunteering-arrangements on the back burner. Top priority is being available to the repairmen.
I haven't baked bread in a couple of weeks.
I have done no house-cleaning.
The garden is sorely neglected.
So much happened this week that I'm trying hard now to do nothing.
Saturday, September 06, 2014
Tuesday, September 02, 2014
Idols Are Bad
There it was again today -- somebody saying that pretty churches and statues are bad. "You shall make no graven images." Interesting timing, based on what I heard in chapel this morning.
Our Bible story was Exodus 32, the Israelites worshiping the golden calf. Pastor was asking the kids questions about idols and false gods. He explained that an idol shows something about God that isn't true. In this story, it wasn't a golden calf that brought the Israelites out of Egypt and saved them from Pharaoh's armies.
But that little explanation, just a smidge of what he was telling the children, summed up so much for me. I remember when my friend, Pastor Wiest, was accused by someone of worshiping idols. Because he wore a crucifix! The person told Pr Wiest, "You aren't supposed to worship idols." He responded, "But this isn't an idol. This is the true God." (Now, I suppose the person could've responded, "That is NOT the true God." But obviously Pastor Wiest did not think that little piece of metal, on a chain around his neck, really was, in itself, God. It was a representation of what God in His gracious love did to save us; it showed something true about God.)
An idol shows something about God that isn't true. That's why it's bad to use a cross necklace simply as a good-luck charm. That would also be why icons are idols for those who believe those saints merited God's favor because of their superb level of good works, but icons are not idols for those who see them as pictures of God's mercy to sinners.
Also, it really confuses me why a certain group of Christians call a crucifix an "idol" but are perfectly okay with empty crosses. Wouldn't a cross be a graven image just as much as a crucifix? Maybe it boils down to their thinking the crucifix shows something about God that isn't true.
Our Bible story was Exodus 32, the Israelites worshiping the golden calf. Pastor was asking the kids questions about idols and false gods. He explained that an idol shows something about God that isn't true. In this story, it wasn't a golden calf that brought the Israelites out of Egypt and saved them from Pharaoh's armies.
But that little explanation, just a smidge of what he was telling the children, summed up so much for me. I remember when my friend, Pastor Wiest, was accused by someone of worshiping idols. Because he wore a crucifix! The person told Pr Wiest, "You aren't supposed to worship idols." He responded, "But this isn't an idol. This is the true God." (Now, I suppose the person could've responded, "That is NOT the true God." But obviously Pastor Wiest did not think that little piece of metal, on a chain around his neck, really was, in itself, God. It was a representation of what God in His gracious love did to save us; it showed something true about God.)
An idol shows something about God that isn't true. That's why it's bad to use a cross necklace simply as a good-luck charm. That would also be why icons are idols for those who believe those saints merited God's favor because of their superb level of good works, but icons are not idols for those who see them as pictures of God's mercy to sinners.
Also, it really confuses me why a certain group of Christians call a crucifix an "idol" but are perfectly okay with empty crosses. Wouldn't a cross be a graven image just as much as a crucifix? Maybe it boils down to their thinking the crucifix shows something about God that isn't true.
Sunday, August 31, 2014
Truly the Son of God
When Jesus called the storm, rescuing the disciples whose boat was overwhelmed (Matt 14), they responded, "Truly You are the Son of God."
Not long afterward (Matt 16), when Jesus asked them about the rumors of who He was, Peter said, "You are the Son of the living God." This wasn't something Peter said on His own. It was something the Lord revealed to him, as well as something the others said in the boat on that stormy night.
And it was the same thing said by the centurion (Matt 27) on that stormy Friday afternoon.
Not long afterward (Matt 16), when Jesus asked them about the rumors of who He was, Peter said, "You are the Son of the living God." This wasn't something Peter said on His own. It was something the Lord revealed to him, as well as something the others said in the boat on that stormy night.
And it was the same thing said by the centurion (Matt 27) on that stormy Friday afternoon.
Saturday, August 30, 2014
"Confession Is Made Unto Salvation"
God owes me, right?
I'm sure you've heard a take on Romans 10:
[bangs head against the wall]
We can manage to twist anything into salvation-by-works, can't we?
When Peter was sinking in the Sea of Galilee (Matthew 14) he called for help. That is "confessing" the Lord Jesus: "I can do nothing to save myself. Help me!" Even in Romans 10, just a few verses following the quote above, it says the Lord is rich to all who call upon Him.
And when do we call on Him? When we've got a way to please Him? Or when we have no hope in ourselves and are empty-handed beggars?
I'm sure you've heard a take on Romans 10:
If you confess with your mouth the Lord Jesus and believe in your heart that God has raised Him from the dead, you will be saved. For with the heart one believes unto righteousness, and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation.Here ya go; this is what you gotta do; fulfill the above requirements, and you will be saved.
[bangs head against the wall]
We can manage to twist anything into salvation-by-works, can't we?
When Peter was sinking in the Sea of Galilee (Matthew 14) he called for help. That is "confessing" the Lord Jesus: "I can do nothing to save myself. Help me!" Even in Romans 10, just a few verses following the quote above, it says the Lord is rich to all who call upon Him.
And when do we call on Him? When we've got a way to please Him? Or when we have no hope in ourselves and are empty-handed beggars?
Friday, August 29, 2014
Influential Books
Melody tagged me on Facebook to list ten books that have strongly influenced my life. I'm also supposed to tag ten other people to play the game, but I'm being contrary. (And tired.) Thus, no tagging. But you're welcome to play along (on Facebook or on blogs) if you wish.
1. The Bible
2. The Lutheran Hymnal
3. Narnia series -- by C. S. Lewis
4. The Proper Distinction between Law and Gospel -- by Walther
5. Special Delivery -- by Rahima Baldwin
Because although it was about birth, it led to a rethinking about the place of medical professionals.
6. Little House series -- by Laura Ingalls Wilder
Not just for the stories, but also because of the model of self-reliance and perseverance, as well as the political viewpoint.
7. Homeschooling for Excellence -- by the Colfaxes
Better Than School -- by Nancy Wallace
Better Late Than Early -- by the Moores
Teach Your Own -- by John Holt
I'm calling this a set, just as I'm claiming that Narnia and Little House each count as one book.
8. Day by Day We Magnify Thee -- by Luther
Best devotional book ever if you're on the 1-yr pericopes. And still good even if you're on the 3-yr series.
9. In Christ, volume 1 -- by David Scaer
Because this is the book that [ahem] entangled me with CCA.
10. Lutheran Service Book
Because in spite of all the wonderful things in it, the publication of this book is what brought about the end of my singing-all-day-every-day. And that's definitely "an influence."
In a similar vein, not being able [repeatedly!] to finish "Emily of the New Moon" influenced my life, not because of the book itself (seeing as how I never got beyond 1/4 of the way in) because that was the watershed when I gave up on reading to myself. And about 20 years later, on the other end of that spectrum, "Mitford" was when I finally began reading stories for my own enjoyment again. So I see these books as having a big influence on me even though it was because of circumstances more than content of the books themselves.
1. The Bible
2. The Lutheran Hymnal
3. Narnia series -- by C. S. Lewis
4. The Proper Distinction between Law and Gospel -- by Walther
5. Special Delivery -- by Rahima Baldwin
Because although it was about birth, it led to a rethinking about the place of medical professionals.
6. Little House series -- by Laura Ingalls Wilder
Not just for the stories, but also because of the model of self-reliance and perseverance, as well as the political viewpoint.
7. Homeschooling for Excellence -- by the Colfaxes
Better Than School -- by Nancy Wallace
Better Late Than Early -- by the Moores
Teach Your Own -- by John Holt
I'm calling this a set, just as I'm claiming that Narnia and Little House each count as one book.
8. Day by Day We Magnify Thee -- by Luther
Best devotional book ever if you're on the 1-yr pericopes. And still good even if you're on the 3-yr series.
9. In Christ, volume 1 -- by David Scaer
Because this is the book that [ahem] entangled me with CCA.
10. Lutheran Service Book
Because in spite of all the wonderful things in it, the publication of this book is what brought about the end of my singing-all-day-every-day. And that's definitely "an influence."
In a similar vein, not being able [repeatedly!] to finish "Emily of the New Moon" influenced my life, not because of the book itself (seeing as how I never got beyond 1/4 of the way in) because that was the watershed when I gave up on reading to myself. And about 20 years later, on the other end of that spectrum, "Mitford" was when I finally began reading stories for my own enjoyment again. So I see these books as having a big influence on me even though it was because of circumstances more than content of the books themselves.
Thursday, August 28, 2014
Definition of "Plague"
During chapel this morning, the word "plague" came up in our Bible story. Pastor checked with the kids, "What is a plague? What does that word mean?"
A fifth-grader answered first: "That's like taxes."
A fifth-grader answered first: "That's like taxes."
Tuesday, August 26, 2014
Turning My Breech Baby
When one of my babies was head-up and bottom-down, the midwife suggested I try turning him. She said that doctors can sometimes manipulate kiddoes to turn them, but by this time my munchkin was too big and too far along for that. (Also, some doctors worry about the safety of that exterior manipulation.)
The midwife told me to lie on my back three times a day, about 15 minutes at a time, elevating the pelvis, oh, about 12 inches. The theory is that gravity will help Baby out of the settled-in position, and when Mommy stands up, gravity could bring the [heavier-than-tuschie] head back down to the lower spot.
This doesn't work for everybody who has a breech baby. It's also important to have enough knowledge of your body, your baby's body, and be able to know through palpation your baby's position. You must know when Baby's head goes down so that you Stop Doing The Exercise. (Also, this is the internet, and I'm not giving medical advice, and all that jazz. I'm just saying, "This is what I did and what worked for me.")
Also, I think it's good to make your request to the Lord that He turn the baby.
The midwife told me to lie on my back three times a day, about 15 minutes at a time, elevating the pelvis, oh, about 12 inches. The theory is that gravity will help Baby out of the settled-in position, and when Mommy stands up, gravity could bring the [heavier-than-tuschie] head back down to the lower spot.
This doesn't work for everybody who has a breech baby. It's also important to have enough knowledge of your body, your baby's body, and be able to know through palpation your baby's position. You must know when Baby's head goes down so that you Stop Doing The Exercise. (Also, this is the internet, and I'm not giving medical advice, and all that jazz. I'm just saying, "This is what I did and what worked for me.")
Also, I think it's good to make your request to the Lord that He turn the baby.
Monday, August 25, 2014
1200 Steps
Zoroastrianism versus Buddhism?
I'm reading Horses of Heaven right now, a novel set in central Asia around 200 BC. (I'm 3/4 of the way through, o daughters-of-mine who have been waiting who-knows-how-long for me to finish reading your book before you get a crack at it.) Zoroastrians believe that there can be joy in the world, and that the material world was created good but was infected with evil. The Buddhists, on the other hand, are more in line with the Gnostics, seeing the material world as something inferior, something to be suffered, something to be released from.
Anyway ...
the Zoroastrian dude in the story is plagued by his struggle with sin. While visiting another city, he finds himself a Zoroastrian temple. He goes to the priest who suggests a purifying rite. The Mazdayist liturgy included the line:
We just can't stand the thought that grace is ALL from the Lord and not at all earned or merited in any way, can we? That would be just too too radical.
* Footnote: That is, this teaching too often
shows up in Christian churches, even though
it is contrary to Christian teaching.
I'm reading Horses of Heaven right now, a novel set in central Asia around 200 BC. (I'm 3/4 of the way through, o daughters-of-mine who have been waiting who-knows-how-long for me to finish reading your book before you get a crack at it.) Zoroastrians believe that there can be joy in the world, and that the material world was created good but was infected with evil. The Buddhists, on the other hand, are more in line with the Gnostics, seeing the material world as something inferior, something to be suffered, something to be released from.
Anyway ...
the Zoroastrian dude in the story is plagued by his struggle with sin. While visiting another city, he finds himself a Zoroastrian temple. He goes to the priest who suggests a purifying rite. The Mazdayist liturgy included the line:
May the bright heaven, the all-blissful paradise, come toward you twelve hundred steps for every step.And I kept thinking, ... wow, that concept shows up frequently in Christianity* too. "God goes the distance; He comes to you; but [but BUT but] you have to take steps toward Him."
We just can't stand the thought that grace is ALL from the Lord and not at all earned or merited in any way, can we? That would be just too too radical.
* Footnote: That is, this teaching too often
shows up in Christian churches, even though
it is contrary to Christian teaching.
Sunday, August 24, 2014
Brain Recovery
There were weird things that happened in the wake of the stroke. For one, my skin is more sensitive. Last week I picked three pumpkins and two tomatoes and soon had another rash. There is no poison ivy mixed in with my pumpkin vines and tomato plants. There isn't! I'm not good at recognizing poison ivy and all its other poison-forms, but I do know pumpkin and tomato vines for what they are. Then in a separate incident, I got a rash from a Tegaderm covering. When the itching forced me to remove that (about 1 whole minute after the time-limit of the doctor's orders) I used a regular Bandaid. Guess what? Another rash.
Recent tests showed that the aneurysm mostly healed, but not all-the-way as we had hoped. If you can picture an aneurysm sort of like a balloon, the bubble of the balloon is filled and clotted and healed. The neck of the balloon is not. That means more monitoring than would've probably been necessary otherwise. But overall, it appears rather safe, quite unlikely to go and bleed (just as a balloon's neck isn't likely to pop).
I've been back at work for five weeks, doing mini-shifts three days a week. Now that the doctor's had a chance to take pictures of the inside of my brain, I intend to ask him to lengthen the number of hours I'm allowed to work. After a few weeks of longer part-time days, maybe he'll let me step up to a full-day with my half-days. On the one hand, I'm anxious to get back to being helpful at work and getting my income back to where it was. On the other hand, I sure am liking my mornings at home with Maggie, doing schoolwork and chores ... and not overtiring myself.
Oh, and it is absolutely maaaahrvelous, darling, to have car keys and a drivers license again!
Recent tests showed that the aneurysm mostly healed, but not all-the-way as we had hoped. If you can picture an aneurysm sort of like a balloon, the bubble of the balloon is filled and clotted and healed. The neck of the balloon is not. That means more monitoring than would've probably been necessary otherwise. But overall, it appears rather safe, quite unlikely to go and bleed (just as a balloon's neck isn't likely to pop).
I've been back at work for five weeks, doing mini-shifts three days a week. Now that the doctor's had a chance to take pictures of the inside of my brain, I intend to ask him to lengthen the number of hours I'm allowed to work. After a few weeks of longer part-time days, maybe he'll let me step up to a full-day with my half-days. On the one hand, I'm anxious to get back to being helpful at work and getting my income back to where it was. On the other hand, I sure am liking my mornings at home with Maggie, doing schoolwork and chores ... and not overtiring myself.
Oh, and it is absolutely maaaahrvelous, darling, to have car keys and a drivers license again!
Friday, August 15, 2014
Way Back When I Was Really Young
The previous post included things from the Old Days which were when my first baby was little, or not long before. This one has stuff that I remember from my childhood. At least I don't expect my kids to recall these things because "they just happened." At least I have some awareness that these are from times long-enough-ago that they're in the history books as .... well, ... history.
The milk was delivered to the milk-box sitting by our front door. The milk wagon was pulled by a horse -- the only horse-drawn vehicle I saw in town. When I was learning to walk to kindergarten by myself, I had to watch out so that I didn't step in horse poop when I crossed the street. And I loved it that the milkman put reindeer-antlers on his horse for the week or so before Christmas.
When we dialed a phone number, the phone actually had a dial.
We didn't have to check our Halloween candy before eating it to see that it was safe.
Children walked to a neighborhood school. Buses were for the kids who lived in the country. We went home for lunch too. Only the bussed kids were stuck at school during the lunch break.
The new-fangled ratings system for movies included G, M, R, and X. That's it.
McDonalds ran commercials touting that you could buy a hamburger, fries, and beverage, and still get change back from your dollar.
We sang Christmas carols (and a dreidel song) for the Christmas program (not "holiday program") at the public school.
Getting "only one cavity" at each semi-annual dentist appointment was considered a rousing success for dental care.
Bouncy children were not given Ritalin.
We played cowboys and Indians. Nobody ever heard of "native Americans."
Arcades had pinball machines. There were no joysticks or video games of any sort.
People dressed up for church, and women did not wear pants to church.
Cameras had flashbulbs. Bulbs. Y'know, the round things. Each bulb had one flash and then was finished. And getting your film developed in an hour was unheard of. It was a week or more.
Whole houses then cost less than a car now. Less even than most used cars do now.
Cars then were washed up and old by the time they had 60,000 miles on them.
Kids could go biking all over town and the countryside, riding around for hours on end, and parents didn't have to worry about whether they'd be accosted by strangers.
The bank and the liquor store gave lollipops to the kids who came in with their moms to buy dad's weekly allotment of beer.
Television was in black and white. No color.
Very few people had dishwashers. There was no such thing as a microwave.
"Negro" was a recently outdated word. The new term was "black."
The old people remembered Russia being a country, but we youngsters were up-to-date enough to know that the proper name had become USSR.
Lutherans had one hymnal. For a bunch of different synods. And we used it. No "song books."
People didn't use credit cards. The few credit cards that existed were used for limited purposes, such as a card for gasoline only.
Diapers were made of cloth, and people used pins to hold them onto the baby's tuschie.
Kids pretended to smoke our candy cigarettes and candy cigars.
There were three television networks. It was free. No cable. Just rabbit ears or the big antenna on the roof.
Some cars had seat belts, but they were seldom used. There was no such thing as bike helmets.
In a similar vein, there was no such thing as fire-retardant clothing.
"Ms." hadn't been invented yet.
At the playground, swings had chains that were 10-12' long or more, and slides were so high that it was fun even for the grown-ups to slide down. And you had to wear long pants to the park in August so that you didn't burn your legs on the metal slide.
People thought formula was the right way to feed a baby.
Mom washed our clothes in a wringer-washer and hung them on the line to dry.
Almost all my friends had stay-at-home moms.
It wasn't considered abuse if kids were spanked and had their mouths washed out with soap.
Gas ran about 30-some cents a gallon. When there was a "gas war" in town, prices could even get as low as 19 cents.
Nobody was allowed to pump their own gas. When you drove in for a fill-up, the attendant checked your oil, checked your tire pressure, washed your windows, and who-knows-what-all else.
The word "their" was a plural pronoun and only a plural pronoun. Now --as in the previous comment-- it's also used as a singular pronoun when we don't want to be "sexist" by using "he" or "she."
Only the poor, impoverished, neglected children were sent to preschool.
The milk was delivered to the milk-box sitting by our front door. The milk wagon was pulled by a horse -- the only horse-drawn vehicle I saw in town. When I was learning to walk to kindergarten by myself, I had to watch out so that I didn't step in horse poop when I crossed the street. And I loved it that the milkman put reindeer-antlers on his horse for the week or so before Christmas.
When we dialed a phone number, the phone actually had a dial.
We didn't have to check our Halloween candy before eating it to see that it was safe.
Children walked to a neighborhood school. Buses were for the kids who lived in the country. We went home for lunch too. Only the bussed kids were stuck at school during the lunch break.
The new-fangled ratings system for movies included G, M, R, and X. That's it.
McDonalds ran commercials touting that you could buy a hamburger, fries, and beverage, and still get change back from your dollar.
We sang Christmas carols (and a dreidel song) for the Christmas program (not "holiday program") at the public school.
Getting "only one cavity" at each semi-annual dentist appointment was considered a rousing success for dental care.
Bouncy children were not given Ritalin.
We played cowboys and Indians. Nobody ever heard of "native Americans."
Arcades had pinball machines. There were no joysticks or video games of any sort.
People dressed up for church, and women did not wear pants to church.
Cameras had flashbulbs. Bulbs. Y'know, the round things. Each bulb had one flash and then was finished. And getting your film developed in an hour was unheard of. It was a week or more.
Whole houses then cost less than a car now. Less even than most used cars do now.
Cars then were washed up and old by the time they had 60,000 miles on them.
Kids could go biking all over town and the countryside, riding around for hours on end, and parents didn't have to worry about whether they'd be accosted by strangers.
The bank and the liquor store gave lollipops to the kids who came in with their moms to buy dad's weekly allotment of beer.
Television was in black and white. No color.
Very few people had dishwashers. There was no such thing as a microwave.
"Negro" was a recently outdated word. The new term was "black."
The old people remembered Russia being a country, but we youngsters were up-to-date enough to know that the proper name had become USSR.
Lutherans had one hymnal. For a bunch of different synods. And we used it. No "song books."
People didn't use credit cards. The few credit cards that existed were used for limited purposes, such as a card for gasoline only.
Diapers were made of cloth, and people used pins to hold them onto the baby's tuschie.
Kids pretended to smoke our candy cigarettes and candy cigars.
There were three television networks. It was free. No cable. Just rabbit ears or the big antenna on the roof.
Some cars had seat belts, but they were seldom used. There was no such thing as bike helmets.
In a similar vein, there was no such thing as fire-retardant clothing.
"Ms." hadn't been invented yet.
At the playground, swings had chains that were 10-12' long or more, and slides were so high that it was fun even for the grown-ups to slide down. And you had to wear long pants to the park in August so that you didn't burn your legs on the metal slide.
People thought formula was the right way to feed a baby.
Mom washed our clothes in a wringer-washer and hung them on the line to dry.
Almost all my friends had stay-at-home moms.
It wasn't considered abuse if kids were spanked and had their mouths washed out with soap.
Gas ran about 30-some cents a gallon. When there was a "gas war" in town, prices could even get as low as 19 cents.
Nobody was allowed to pump their own gas. When you drove in for a fill-up, the attendant checked your oil, checked your tire pressure, washed your windows, and who-knows-what-all else.
The word "their" was a plural pronoun and only a plural pronoun. Now --as in the previous comment-- it's also used as a singular pronoun when we don't want to be "sexist" by using "he" or "she."
Only the poor, impoverished, neglected children were sent to preschool.
Thursday, August 14, 2014
Way Back When I Was Young
I was always fascinated with "how things used to be." It kinda sorta freaks me out that some things are now seen as the Old Days that were normal when I was already grown up.
There was no such things as music videos or MTV.
A whole floor of a building was dedicated to the computer. The idea of a computer that would sit on your desk was just coming in as a new-fangled idea. Certainly no iPads or Smartphones.
Food at the grocery store was not sealed. You could just unscrew a lid of a medicine bottle or a food jar and have access to the contents of the bottle. No child-proof lids either.
We didn't know yet that Darth Vader was Luke's father.
The new, high-tech video games that had just been invented were Pong, Pac-man, and Space Invaders.
Even if you had no health insurance, you could pay for the doctor and hospital when your child was born. Our bill for our first baby was $800.
Only the fussbudget worry-wart parents made their kids wear bike helmets.
We had fire drills and tornado drills at school, but never lock-down drills. There weren't murders in school.
There was no such things as music videos or MTV.
A whole floor of a building was dedicated to the computer. The idea of a computer that would sit on your desk was just coming in as a new-fangled idea. Certainly no iPads or Smartphones.
Food at the grocery store was not sealed. You could just unscrew a lid of a medicine bottle or a food jar and have access to the contents of the bottle. No child-proof lids either.
We didn't know yet that Darth Vader was Luke's father.
The new, high-tech video games that had just been invented were Pong, Pac-man, and Space Invaders.
Even if you had no health insurance, you could pay for the doctor and hospital when your child was born. Our bill for our first baby was $800.
Only the fussbudget worry-wart parents made their kids wear bike helmets.
We had fire drills and tornado drills at school, but never lock-down drills. There weren't murders in school.
What's the Moral of the Story?
So Jesus walks on the water out to the storm-tossed boat and the terrified disciples (Matt 14). With Jesus' consent and invitation, Peter gets out of the boat and begins to walk to Jesus. For a bit. Then he sank.
Moral #1: If you have faith, you can walk on water. Be like Peter. Be daring. Be bold. Do the impossible.
"Moral" #2: We try to be bold, but in reality we sink. Even though we only have itty-bitty teeny-tiny faith (vs 31), Jesus is faithful to His promise, and He rescues us and keeps us safe.
"Moral" #2 is so much more comforting than Moral #1. And it fits what happened in the story so much better than Moral #1. So why is Moral #1 touted more often?
Moral #1: If you have faith, you can walk on water. Be like Peter. Be daring. Be bold. Do the impossible.
"Moral" #2: We try to be bold, but in reality we sink. Even though we only have itty-bitty teeny-tiny faith (vs 31), Jesus is faithful to His promise, and He rescues us and keeps us safe.
"Moral" #2 is so much more comforting than Moral #1. And it fits what happened in the story so much better than Moral #1. So why is Moral #1 touted more often?
Wednesday, August 13, 2014
Come to Me
Story about Jesus walking on the water (Matt 14). The disciples think He's a ghost. Jesus says, "I am. Do not be afraid." He's not just telling them to chill out because, oh, it's just Him, their friend and teacher. He's using for Himself the name announced to Moses at the burning bush (Ex 3). And Peter responds with that name: "If You are, tell me to come to You." Jesus says, "Come."
Interesting. When Moses was wandering around Sinai/Horeb with his flock o' sheep, he saw the bush burning. The Angel of the Lord (God) called to Moses. But when Moses headed over that direction, the Lord said, "Do not draw near this place ... for it is holy ground."
Come, Peter.
Don't come, Moses.
Is it the incarnation which makes the difference?
In Christ Jesus
you who once were far off
have been brought near
by the blood of Christ. (Eph 2)
Interesting. When Moses was wandering around Sinai/Horeb with his flock o' sheep, he saw the bush burning. The Angel of the Lord (God) called to Moses. But when Moses headed over that direction, the Lord said, "Do not draw near this place ... for it is holy ground."
Come, Peter.
Don't come, Moses.
Is it the incarnation which makes the difference?
Come unto Me, all you who are
weary and heavy-laden, and I
will give you rest. (Matt 11)
In Christ Jesus
you who once were far off
have been brought near
by the blood of Christ. (Eph 2)
Decidedly NOT Up-to-Date
Our house looks like a 50-yr-old house. This does not disturb me. It is a 50-yr-old house. I could invest time and money to make my house really spiffy. Or I could save that time, energy, and money, and continue to live in a "sufficient home" instead of a "marvelous home."
(Pssst -- sometimes it might be hard to tell the difference between lazy and content.)
Oodles of friends yesterday pointed out the momastery article Give Me Gratitude or Give Me Debt. I see why: it's perfect. Even when we hide from advertising, even when we eschew trendiness, we're still assaulted by the lusts and desires to have more. That's what salesmen are for. That's what advertising executives are for. And sometimes even our friends push us toward discontent and coveting.
The momastery author was offered pointers on how to update her kitchen. After some self-doubts, after some consideration that she maybe should indeed unshabbify her kitchen, she realized something. She has a refrigerator that works. And is full. While some parents worry about their children being malnourished.
She goes on to talk about how we don't have to hike miles to bring back a bucket of decent water. It's at our fingertips. Not only that, but we use clean drinking water to wash our dirty feet. And we have microwaves. And coffee pots. The article is a fun-to-read piece on what's important and what's not.
I have a washer and dryer. At gut-level I can't fathom how much work it would take to launder clothing without our machines. My mind theoretically understands the process: make lye from ashes, make soap from lye and fat, chop wood, haul water, make fire, boil water, wash clothes by hand, rinse clothes by hand, line dry. Oh. That's all? I wash clothes by turning a couple of knobs.
And plumbing. I love hot-water heaters and indoor plumbing!
When our house goes on the market someday, it will be outdated. The only people who'll be interested are those who want to flip it ... or those (like me) who feel comfy in an old house. But hey, no sense updating a house now for the sake of selling it decades down the road. By then, it will be outdated again.
Maybe I'm content.
More likely, I'm lazy.
But either way, I don't have to deal with kitchen and bathroom renovations.
And that's worth a big hooray!
(Pssst -- sometimes it might be hard to tell the difference between lazy and content.)
Oodles of friends yesterday pointed out the momastery article Give Me Gratitude or Give Me Debt. I see why: it's perfect. Even when we hide from advertising, even when we eschew trendiness, we're still assaulted by the lusts and desires to have more. That's what salesmen are for. That's what advertising executives are for. And sometimes even our friends push us toward discontent and coveting.
The momastery author was offered pointers on how to update her kitchen. After some self-doubts, after some consideration that she maybe should indeed unshabbify her kitchen, she realized something. She has a refrigerator that works. And is full. While some parents worry about their children being malnourished.
Inside my refrigerator is FOOD. Healthy food ... When this food runs out, I'll just jump in my car to get more. It's ludicrous, really. It's like my family hits the lottery every freaking morning.
She goes on to talk about how we don't have to hike miles to bring back a bucket of decent water. It's at our fingertips. Not only that, but we use clean drinking water to wash our dirty feet. And we have microwaves. And coffee pots. The article is a fun-to-read piece on what's important and what's not.
I have a washer and dryer. At gut-level I can't fathom how much work it would take to launder clothing without our machines. My mind theoretically understands the process: make lye from ashes, make soap from lye and fat, chop wood, haul water, make fire, boil water, wash clothes by hand, rinse clothes by hand, line dry. Oh. That's all? I wash clothes by turning a couple of knobs.
And plumbing. I love hot-water heaters and indoor plumbing!
When our house goes on the market someday, it will be outdated. The only people who'll be interested are those who want to flip it ... or those (like me) who feel comfy in an old house. But hey, no sense updating a house now for the sake of selling it decades down the road. By then, it will be outdated again.
Maybe I'm content.
More likely, I'm lazy.
But either way, I don't have to deal with kitchen and bathroom renovations.
And that's worth a big hooray!
Inside my refrigerator is FOOD. Healthy food that so many parents would give anything to be able to feed their children. Almost 16,000 mama’s babies die every day from malnutrition.
Not mine. When this food runs out, I’ll just jump in my car to get
more. It’s ludicrous, really. It’s like my family hits the lottery every
freaking morning. - See more at:
http://momastery.com/blog/2014/08/11/give-liberty-give-debt/#sthash.IPdEt6uB.dpuf
Inside my refrigerator is FOOD. Healthy food that so many parents would give anything to be able to feed their children. Almost 16,000 mama’s babies die every day from malnutrition.
Not mine. When this food runs out, I’ll just jump in my car to get
more. It’s ludicrous, really. It’s like my family hits the lottery every
freaking morning. - See more at:
http://momastery.com/blog/2014/08/11/give-liberty-give-debt/#sthash.IPdEt6uB.dpuf
Inside my refrigerator is FOOD. Healthy food that so many parents would give anything to be able to feed their children. Almost 16,000 mama’s babies die every day from malnutrition.
Not mine. When this food runs out, I’ll just jump in my car to get
more. It’s ludicrous, really. It’s like my family hits the lottery every
freaking morning. - See more at:
http://momastery.com/blog/2014/08/11/give-liberty-give-debt/#sthash.IPdEt6uB.dpuf
Monday, August 11, 2014
Weekend
Andrew, Olivia, Katie, and the kids came over Saturday afternoon to hang out. We cooked many batches of homemade French fries; I wanted to use up any potatoes from the garden which looked blemished so that the rest of them would store well.
Then Katie took Zoe to pick up her new glasses. It sounds like the child still needs to get used to them; the world looks completely different for her.
Gary, Maggie, Katie, and the kids had gone to "Heritage Days" on Saturday morning. On Sunday afternoon Gary and Maggie visited again with some friends from church. Katie said the fake-surgery on the battlefield was portrayed so well that she felt a little sick to her stomach.
Gary said that the girls especially enjoyed the tent with old-timey games.
I was struggling with headache over the weekend. I didn't get much accomplished (other than French fries) on Saturday. Sunday I tried to order photos from Shutterfly and it just wouldn't work for me. Not a good first impression of their website! Eventually I hit the couch and spent the rest of the day watching television to make myself rest.
We found two good movies. On the same day. Hooray! "Breaking Away" is set in the late 70's in Bloomington, Indiana. Nice story about the relationship between the townies and the college kids. The other movie was about Queen Victoria after her husband died: "Mrs Brown."
Poison-ivy rash is worse again today. I think I'm going to have to clean the couch AGAIN. Seriously? How long is it going to take to solve this?
Then Katie took Zoe to pick up her new glasses. It sounds like the child still needs to get used to them; the world looks completely different for her.
Gary, Maggie, Katie, and the kids had gone to "Heritage Days" on Saturday morning. On Sunday afternoon Gary and Maggie visited again with some friends from church. Katie said the fake-surgery on the battlefield was portrayed so well that she felt a little sick to her stomach.
Gary said that the girls especially enjoyed the tent with old-timey games.
I was struggling with headache over the weekend. I didn't get much accomplished (other than French fries) on Saturday. Sunday I tried to order photos from Shutterfly and it just wouldn't work for me. Not a good first impression of their website! Eventually I hit the couch and spent the rest of the day watching television to make myself rest.
We found two good movies. On the same day. Hooray! "Breaking Away" is set in the late 70's in Bloomington, Indiana. Nice story about the relationship between the townies and the college kids. The other movie was about Queen Victoria after her husband died: "Mrs Brown."
Poison-ivy rash is worse again today. I think I'm going to have to clean the couch AGAIN. Seriously? How long is it going to take to solve this?
Saturday, August 09, 2014
That Gnawing Fear
All through the Psalms we hear praise for God's having brought His people through the terrible events that befell them.
So why don't I do that?
Let's be logical.
Let's be reasonable.
Here's how it often works:
Bad stuff happens.
God rescues us.
We are taught afresh that He cares (!) and that He will help (!).
So why do we panic then at the thought of the next bad thing?
The novel I'm currently reading is set in central Asia in the 200s BC. The king hated opposition; it made him angry; it made him frightened.
Yes.
That's it.
Upside-down though it be.
Plots and suffering and tragedy make us less certain of our own power. It should not, however, make us any less certain of God's power.
Personally, I'd be more comfortable with a life where nothing went wrong, than with a life where God keeps rescuing me. But that wouldn't be the Christian life, now, would it?
So why don't I do that?
Let's be logical.
Let's be reasonable.
Here's how it often works:
Bad stuff happens.
God rescues us.
We are taught afresh that He cares (!) and that He will help (!).
So why do we panic then at the thought of the next bad thing?
The novel I'm currently reading is set in central Asia in the 200s BC. The king hated opposition; it made him angry; it made him frightened.
He had struggled for power all his life, and every man he'd defeated and killed made him more afraid. One day he would not discover a plot in time, and with every victory he grew less certain of his own power. (Horses of Heaven by Gillian Bradshaw, p 119)"With every victory he grew less certain of his own power."
Yes.
That's it.
Upside-down though it be.
Plots and suffering and tragedy make us less certain of our own power. It should not, however, make us any less certain of God's power.
Personally, I'd be more comfortable with a life where nothing went wrong, than with a life where God keeps rescuing me. But that wouldn't be the Christian life, now, would it?
Friday, August 08, 2014
Facebook Friends
I now have nearly as many "friend requests" as I have friends.
I struggle to cope with my computer addiction. I don't want to miss what's being talked about. I hate being geographically-distant from friends, and emails/FB/blogs help me stay a little bit in-the-loop. Because of my lack of self-discipline, I use other self-controls. One scheme is to limit myself to fewer-than-100 Facebook friends.
My self-imposed rule is that FB friends are
~people I lived with (parents, siblings, children),
~people who live with people I lived with (in-laws, some of the nieces/nephews)
~a few close friends
~some of my kids' best-buddies
~a few folks from church
If I'm friends with the wife, I probably am not friends with the husband too. I figure I'll hear news of their family from one of them.
Gary and I have a nice balance between our FB accounts. I have few friends, but I can actually keep up with them. That way, Gary hears about interesting things he might not otherwise notice. Gary, on the other hand, has loads of friends. This means he can contact people for me through his account, or let me see pictures, or hunt up information for people that are my in-real-life friends (or acquaintances) but aren't my FB friends.
So if I haven't accepted your FB-friend request, don't be hurt. It's nothing personal. It's my feeble attempt to do some chores and interact with my family instead of spending my time glued to the computer.
I struggle to cope with my computer addiction. I don't want to miss what's being talked about. I hate being geographically-distant from friends, and emails/FB/blogs help me stay a little bit in-the-loop. Because of my lack of self-discipline, I use other self-controls. One scheme is to limit myself to fewer-than-100 Facebook friends.
My self-imposed rule is that FB friends are
~people I lived with (parents, siblings, children),
~people who live with people I lived with (in-laws, some of the nieces/nephews)
~a few close friends
~some of my kids' best-buddies
~a few folks from church
If I'm friends with the wife, I probably am not friends with the husband too. I figure I'll hear news of their family from one of them.
Gary and I have a nice balance between our FB accounts. I have few friends, but I can actually keep up with them. That way, Gary hears about interesting things he might not otherwise notice. Gary, on the other hand, has loads of friends. This means he can contact people for me through his account, or let me see pictures, or hunt up information for people that are my in-real-life friends (or acquaintances) but aren't my FB friends.
So if I haven't accepted your FB-friend request, don't be hurt. It's nothing personal. It's my feeble attempt to do some chores and interact with my family instead of spending my time glued to the computer.
"It Hurts When You Brush My Hair"
I hereby publicly apologize to my daughters when I told them emphatically, "NO, it does NOT."
When your scalp is not used to being brushed,
when your hair is not very long,
those bristles may indeed hurt a person's head.
On the one hand, I'm glad to know this. Hee hee hee -- it means I have hair long enough to need brushing -- y'know, just so that it doesn't stand up in spikes and make look all punk-rock.
On the other hand, as I hauled out the brush and began to smooth down the spikes, my first thought was, "Oh man! The girls were right. This does hurt."
Oh, the heartlessness of mothers...
When your scalp is not used to being brushed,
when your hair is not very long,
those bristles may indeed hurt a person's head.
On the one hand, I'm glad to know this. Hee hee hee -- it means I have hair long enough to need brushing -- y'know, just so that it doesn't stand up in spikes and make look all punk-rock.
On the other hand, as I hauled out the brush and began to smooth down the spikes, my first thought was, "Oh man! The girls were right. This does hurt."
Oh, the heartlessness of mothers...
Thursday, August 07, 2014
Concord and Peace
"Give to all nations concord and peace" (from the Litany).
Christians over in Babylon (aka, Iraq) could obtain "peace" by submitting to the demands of ISIS. They could have "peace" by renouncing Jesus and converting to the [ahem] peaceful religion of Islam ... whose adherents are currently robbing, torturing, and murdering those who won't convert or flee. (This NBC story has no gory pictures obvious on the site, and doesn't contain all the stomach-turning details of many other news reports. Fair warning: I didn't check the videos, to know what awful things might be contained there.)
Jesus said, "Peace I leave with you. My peace I give to you. Not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your heart be troubled. Neither let it be afraid."
Nope. His peace isn't the kind of peace we usually want. Peace and calm. No conflict. No pain. No suffering. That's the peace we long for: "Can't we all just get along?"
Thank God when we are permitted that kind of peace. But Jesus' peace can be way different: "not as the world gives."
And then we pray the Litany. "Give to all nations concord and peace." Lord, we'd sure like the happy and comfortable kind of peace where everybody is polite and helpful and non-confrontational. But if that's not Your will in every time and every place, we beg You to give to all nations the peace that Jesus provides in the forgiveness of sins and oneness with Him.
Do the Mashed Potato!
Yukon Gold versus Russets.
Organic versus standard chemical-laden large-farming techniques.
Backyard versus trucked-from-Idaho.
Dug-this-morning versus sitting-in-a-plastic-bag-for-over-a-month.
They look different.
They taste different.
And yet,
I continue to buy food from the store.
The gardening is SO superior.
But it takes time and energy that I don't have (at least, not in the amount I desire).
Same for the farmer's market: I should go there more frequently, but the time, energy, and money are too often more than I can come up with.
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